Things are getting INTENSE for me…

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"No one can defeat me, UNLESS I first defeat myself…"

I gotta tell you guys, competing in fitness in the Winter Season takes a whole lot more of everything. More determination, more mental focus, more energy… Just simply more of EVERYTHING.
pThe weather for my power walks are dimishing lower and lower than 41 degrees everyday now. So getting out of a warm bed and having to get up and layer up to power walk is tough… The risk of getting sick is much more higher. (I come out of the gym with my body on fire and I have to layer up to walk or bike back home on very cold weather, which is beyond uncomfortable.) Its simply hard for me. I'm not use to this weather from were I come from.
And today was extremely hard for me to complete my back session. I asked myself if it could be my diet thats wearing me out? Can it be the weather? What is it? I actually had to borrow straps because my hands were slipping off from my own grip. Made me very upset. This has never happened to me. I don't like that fact that I didn't give it my ALL. I felt very weak today. I'm a bit down about this. However, I'm going to stay positive and active. I'm not saying this because I feel near to giving up. I just feel weak. I felt like saying how I truly feel. I'm human, not super woman. I can get weak at times. However, I'm still strong minded and my will power is much more stronger than my mind.. And I know for a FACT that todays choices will be tomorrows body!

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